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5月15日 its all overim not to sure of what to write in here but i decided i better have a rant. we had some gay festival type thing at tafe today that we had to hold (meaning my class) it wasnt very good lol half of the people that were meant to be there didnt turn up. and then posters didnt get put up cause the gay SARC people didnt approve them till the day before. omg *rolls eyes* this tafe is gay.
theyve changed our timetable again! grrr thats 3 times this tearm. pissing me right off. i cant even work out when i can sleep anymore. im just gonna stay awake forever and ever. never sleep cause thats what they seem to want me to do :D YAY!
GGRRRRRRR..... so frustrated today. today is just shit. everything is just turning to shit. wouldnt surprise me if something bad happens later on to me. im just jinxed that way :D YAY! YAY FOR ME FOR BEING JINXED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, well thanks to mat i can get to the station later hehe. yay. thanks mat for giving me a lift. i hate trains. everyone watchs you and listens to your conversations. like yesterday the guy next to me on the way home. i swear to god he was listening to every word that i said! lol i should have said something really random and yuck so he would have left me alone.
hehe... omg im busted! im not doing a talk today cause somethings going on with one of the other girls in our group :( so were trying all these excuses to get out of it. one of the others isnt coming so ill be there all on my own defending us to the high heavens! god i hope she doesnt fail us! lol probably will happen. that will be the thing that goes wrong no doubt.
ok well i think that ive ranted enough for the time being. take care guys. 4月16日 first day of tafewell that was one of the funest days ive ever had! ive never had a day with so many things go 1/2 wrong lol
this morning i was totally stressing cause i had to catch a train in the morning and i was scared to catch it after fainting on it during the last week. but as i was standing there some lady was like "the trains are gonna be delayed by 40mins cause a train had run into a truck a bit further down the line!" so i was like great... i have to catch a train into dandy, catch a bus past the accident and then get back onto a train with all the crazy people. luckly enough when we pulled into dandy they were like "its ok you can stay on the train itll just be delayed by 15mins" so we sat there and waited lol. i was so happy when tonie called cause he calmed me down tonnes :) like seriously... we werent really talking but just knowing he was there made me feel safe :)
hehe so when i finally got into tafe i walked up to the door and there was a sign on it... i figured itd be one saying that the class had been moved to another room but then i find out that the class had been canceled!!!!!! OMG!!!!! talk about friggen annoying! so i woke up at 6am for nothing! and then i had to sit around and do nothing for 3 hrs till the next class started. omgosh such a load of crap.
probably the worst thing was getting into roster and handing in my assignment and have him flick through it and ask where my time sheet was :( i forgotted to do one :( so now i have to make it and stick it in and hand it in tomorrow lol awww i feel so dumb. i cant believe i forgot it lol but ohhh well its all done now! YAY!
hmm i cooked dinner again tonight... hot dogs lol yummy.... not lol well im friggen tired so i might go. i really need a drink... maybe some apple juice lol
take care everyone. loves ya all 4月9日 hiwell ive got my boy on loud speaker as i write this lol its funny. it feels as though he is sittin in the room with me. but yeah :( hes not. we wont have to wait much longer so yay!!! i cant wait to finally be with him hehe.
i hope you all had a happy easter yesterday! i had to go to some lunch thing at my dads girlfriends parents house. there greek, so there were about a million of them there lol no offence. but yeah, they kept trying to speak to me in greek and im like omg i cant understand you speak in english! grrr and then they just looked at me i was dumb.. i mean i think thats rude. cause they were all talking in greek around us. i dont mind if they wanna do it but when there are people around that dont know what your saying... thats not on and i dont like it.
hmm well i have to go to jordyns party today. grrr so dont want to go! i have so much homework to do. *cries* ohh well ill just have to stick out the party... and then do all the shit stuff in one hit lol i dont wanna but im gonna have too.
ok well im gong cause i have to get ready... :( love you all heaps 4月6日 well... i hate rostering... lolGRRRRRRRRRRRR this is the most gayest assignment i have ever done! im so not going to get it finished on time *cries* i have no idea what the fuck im doing... grrrr why cant they make this easy on us?!?!? ohh well, shit happens. looks like i might only just pass this one lol funny shit.
*cries* i feel so sick atm... i hate being sick :( lol i must have the worst luck in the world. well i recon i do anyway... i dont care what you recon :P hmmm... im off to take some panadol. ill brb
i have no idea what to write. my brain isnt working atm. mums having some party tonight :( all her people from the photolab are comming in for a sleep over :( and now cause ive been in there like 5 times i have to go too :( i just wanna sleep. grrr *cries* i just feel like sleeping.
omg im so sooky today :( sorry guys. lol i think ill stop cause this is kinda annoying and i hate being sooky. i hope you all have a great easter hehe.
love you xo 4月2日 pumpkin soupi have a craving for pumpkin soup. its about this time of year that we start to cook a whole heap of food and chuck it into the freezer for colder winter days. hehe. we always make pumpkin soup... i really wanna put some potato in it this time lol cause it makes it soooo creamy. yummy. i love home made pumpkin soup. mmmm and lasagne... yummy. hehe. i better get up mum and ill make it all now. YAY! i love cooking!
well, i got to work in the photo lab today again. i didnt really want to work but amanda was stuck with no one to take her break. so when she called and asked me to come in how could i say no? :( im just to nice sometimes. but hey i got 3 3/4 hrs pay. so its more money saved away for RON (lateR ON) ... lol
i have the biggest craving for chocolate lol shush up babe lol jokes... you all know how much i love it. hmmm.. wonder what we have stached away somewhere lol
i cant think of anything else to write so ill write something another time. take care everyone xo 3月28日 i love milo!omgosh i just drank 2 cups of milo. hehe. i feel so sick now. serves me right lol
awww well ive been having a few adventures of late. i decided it would be a good idea to faint on a train during peak hour traffic!!! YAY!!!! GO ME!!! hehe. well obviously i didnt want to do it but im ok. just the combination of standing up and being in the sun and having no oxygen cause the carriage was packed made me do it. im still all sore and shit from it :( just like when i fainted last time hehe. awww im such an idiot.
im going out to a gig tomorrow night :D yay! hehe and brooke is comming with me! YAY! well all my other friends will be there too haha YAY! YAY! i cant wait. it will be lots of fun lol i hope we take lots of pictures lol well ill leave that up to brooke anyway cause im sure she will take heaps if i give her the camera.
mums been working her new job for the past 2 days. omg. why god? why? she hasnt shut up about it lol omgosh i wont be able to hear if i have one more night of it lol she just talked straight at me for over an hour last night :( lol
well im off cause im friggen tired. take care guys. 3月22日 f**king BOOORRREEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDwell im extremly BOOORRRREEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD at tafe. grrr i have 2 hrs between classes and so far ive been able to chew through only just over an hour of it. i cant be screwed waiting for the next class but i have no choice and have to go. ive missed it for the past 3 weeks! omgosh i know... so not me to miss classes hehe but ohh well. i had good reasons to :D lol
im so friggen hungry. i brought a ceasar salad from safeway this morning cause im sick of eating sandwiches for lunch. im so bored of it lol i ned to try and find some fun stuff to bring in so that i dont get bored with what i eat.... and then just go and eat junk food
 lol whoops my bad.i have to go costume shopping tomorrow. i dunno what im going to find but i hope to find something good lol its an 80's theme night so if anyone has any ideas then give me a yell ok lol i cant be screwed getting up early to go in and fins stuff but i aint got much choice. god i wish i had my p's lol then id get around so much easier :)
awww tomorrow is my mums last day at work :( then she starts he new job after the easter holidays!!! YAY!!! its good cause i can still get a lift too and from the station for tafe hehe. and my brother and sister have to suffer and catch a bus hahahaaaa *evil laugh* well they can learn to do things by themselves for once. omg.. never mind i wont go into that.
well im going. i need to eat i think lol. take care guys. 3月18日 i <3 almonds loltoday must just be my unlucky day. i seem to be doing everything wrong. i ended up working almost 4 hrs today without a break. im not too fussed cause i can go 8 without one normally but just with the annoying customers at you non-stop you need to give your brain a bit of a rest sometimes. but friggen hell. everything went wrong.
theyve marked down all the summer stock to get it out and they all used to be $5 and $10 each. then we were told yesterday that everything was $5 regardless of what the sign says... so anyway... today, everythig is down to $2 or $5 and we have to type it in manually which takes friggen forever. and right at the end of the day everything was down to $1... omg. pain in the fucking ass i tell you what. and bloody hell if they have one more dvd sale im going to go mental! im NOT sticking safety seals on dvds when people bring through over $300 worth in one hit. thats about 60-80 stickers i have to stick on and it takes WAY TO LONG AND CUSTOMERS GET SHITTY AND WE HAVE TO COP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:( i made my boy sad today. again. i can never get things right anymore. i do it all the time and i dont mean to. i get so angry at myself for doing it. i should just go and sleep with the dog tonight cause thats where i deserve to be after the way ive been treating him :( *cries* im really sorry babe.
i cooked dinner tonight. cost me $30 to buy. guess i wont be seeing that money again. ohh well. shit happens. not my fault i didnt feel like take away... again.... for the millionth time this week. (yes im aware millonth isnt a word :P ) im so tired. all i wanna do is sleep. i have 2 assignments due tomorrow and im not sure there going to get done on time. im so pissed off with myself but ohh well. nothing is going right so i better get used to it again
anyway, that little rant is over. i hope all you guys are having it good. if not just smile and remember all the shit happens to me so theres no need of worrying that itll happen to you :D
see ya. 3月10日 annoyedwell atm im friggen pissed off. mum is being a pain in the ass and keeps changing her story. i said to her last night that if she still wanted roast vegies etc for dinner that i would make it for her so she can just sit back and relax and not cook for a night (shes been wanting it for the past two nights)
anyway i cook it all and as im going she changes her mind about what she wants. she wants fish instead of steak... i hate fish.. so i shove a piece in the oven for her to have and i cook a piece of steak for me. easy enough dont you think?? well she says to me after weve eaten that it was delicious etc etc good job then she says "dont worry about the dishes, leave them and ill do them tomorrow while your at work".
so ive left most of them. i at least had the decency to put the little annoying things into the dish washer so she doesnt have to worry about them. all thats left is two oven trays and two frying pans... is that really going to be so hard to clean?!?! well apparently to mum it is.
she just had a go at me saying "im happy if you want to cook for me etc but you cant be leaving the mess behind for me to clean up"
WTF!?!?
if i knew she was going to say that this morning i would have cleaned it up last night. now i have to friggen do the dishes again. GRRRRR... she makes me mad sometimes. 3月8日 bakeryi didnt go into tafe again today. im still feeling sick :( im going to try and get out of going to work tomorrow too. cause i really cant be bothered going in right at the moment. plus i cant stand up for longer than 5 seconds without feeling like im gonna pass out lol :( not fair!
my brother is about to start footy training again!!! YAY! i love my footy. hehe. i love going to every game and watching him. yay!!! :D i cant wait for this season to start. itll be madness. just like it is every year. goshness i love watching him play :D
umm... went and brought mum a surprise to show that we "really care" about her getting this job. its not like we dont she just keeps acting like we dont care. anyway, i walked in the rain to the shops round the courner and brough her the cake that she loves from this bakery... then i brought a card for us kids to write on. she better cheer up after this or else.
anyway im off cause i have a head ache now from looking at the screen :( love you guys heaps :P lol sick.. tired... and sad.hey everyone. well im at home :( i didnt go into tafe today. im as sick as a dog. im not letting on how sick i really am cause i dont want people to worry. plus the fact that mum will probably think im lying just to get out of going to tafe hehe. ohh well. i didnt go today so everything will be ok. i hope anyway. i really dont feel like going tomorrow either but i know ill have no choice and ill have to go.
i think the whole world is against me atm. i just get that feeling cause nothing is going my way. everything has to be so hard. can never have anything easy for once :( it just makes me sad thats all that things cant be seen for what they are. everyone is too quick to judge and just gets angry for no reason. and then all this work i have to do. :( its just all too much and its making me stress :(
mums gone for her job interview today. i hope shes get it cause she deserves another job that pays her more money. she really needs it atm :( she will get there in the end. no worries about that. shes been stressing cause shes been helping everyone else with the interview and hasnt been getting herself ready. so this morning she woke me up so that i could test her on the questions... meh, i dragged myself out of bed at 7:30 just to help her.
i really should be doing work for tafe but im just too sick to think :( *moans* my brain really really hurts when i think. not fair.
well i best be off. i have to organise some gay roll play for tafe. talk about lame. take care guys xo 3月1日 i love lizards!ive decided im going to buy myself a new pet lizard! YAY!!!!! well... i really miss my spike after he passed away about 4 years ago so im thinking i might like to get a new one soon. ill have to run the idea past mum. she'll probably be like "blah blah blah.. you have to do everything" lol well thats fine with me cause i did everything last time... except of course take him out of the tank after he'd... died :'( anyway..what do you guys recon?? should i get a new one? cause im kinda in the middle of wanting to get one. i really want one, but im scared at the same time cause of how much i missed spike. grrr i dunno.
im so happy! the new zones for the trains are going to be coming in this sunday *there is much rejoicing* this means it will cost me nearly 50% less than what im paying now!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is sooooo good news! i love the government for doing this. even though the ones that are in power werent the ones to come up with this idea...... i think lol. anyways YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
my gosh.. ive got so much work to do. i guess i better go soon... yah i think so. but one thing first! i cant wait for hayley and toby to get married!!!!!!!!! YAY! i cant wait! i cant wait! i cant wait!!!! YAY!!!! hehe... ok im done. catch you all soon. 2月27日 wtf?!?so bored... i have just over an hour to get ready for tafe. i really cant be fruited going anymore. its such a load of shit the course... its really frustrating me. dont worry ill stick it out. ill just be having a fair few days off lol
yah i know huh.. me having days off. kinda bizarre loli have the biggest cravings for crepes with strawberries and nutella wrapped into it. yummy. i might ask mum if she can get some stuff for me. *drules thinking about them* my gosh they are the best tasting stuff ever.
omg
 last night mum just talked my ears off. i really didnt feel like talking or listening to anyone. but she kinda just kept going round and round and round with the same thing (someone at work is spreading rumors about her and amanda.. and there about to quite their job... and there so sick of it... and what am i going to do?... and i know ill go up to her when so and so is with her so i have back up as to what i said.... and blah blah blah... i think you get the point). in the end i just told her what she needed to do to fix it and not to do it any other way. my god. shes so frustrating at times. but i still love her.hmmm.... i dunno what else to write. ohhh yeah! my phone is totally fucked! im taking it back in my break at work on friday. the friggen thing keeps freezing and hanging up on people and the battery lasts about 20mins before you have to charge it again. its bloody rediculous lol and it made me so angry yesterday when i had no way of contacting anyone. and OMG! yesterday right, there were sooo many people on the train that when i got on at hallam there were no seats left and i was left standing. thats not normal. so anyway i stood all the way as we were going into the city.... and basically by dandy the train was like a sardine tin cause there were so many bloody people on it. anyway, as we were going in (i was on an express train) we stopped at a station we werent meant to and we just sat there.... for about 5 mins.... for no reason. then the instructor came over the speakers saying that the train in front had a passenger that needed an ambulance and they were just waiting for it... so i figured ok, its really stuffy in here and i hate having people on top of me like that so i left my bag in the train (cause i was right on the door) and i stood out of the train till it was going to leave. what a stupid idea that was! and no... the best thing would have been the train left with my bag lol but it didnt.. two people were running up the train looking for somewhere to get in a decided that my spot was good... even though i was standing there! i mean wtf?!? so then i couldnt get into the train cause there was no room!
 some people are complete mongs.well.. that was part of my adventure. i better go cause ive got an hours to get ready now and god knows how much i stuff around lol 2月23日 Supa Shake - Choc Honeycomblol, i had no idea what to call this entry... so i named it after the milk drinky thingy im drinking lol hey i found it in the fridge and it was looking lonely... so i decided to drink it! YAY!
anyways lol, i have to leave for work at 1:30. what a bummer. i really dont want to work but its only a 3 1/2 hr shift. itll be good to get some more money into the bank. im saving up to buy a presant for me boy hehe. but shhhh dont tell him! :P ok, hell read this but i dont care. im still saving up. plus the fact i really gotta save up money for when i go on a holiday to surprise someone and thing *confused* yeah thats right.
ohhh im sorry sarah for making this pop up on your computer! lol ill have to work out how to make it stop for you... ohhh and btw when do you want me to come over and fix your ipod?? lol man... organising shit through a blog. that makes a heap of friggen sence lol
i found out yesterday that im working all day in the photolab
 never worked in there before but its not that hard to work out! lol i know how to work all the digital boxes for orders.... i know basically everything about cameras.. and i can use a register. how hard can it be after i grab a hold of the basic stuff?? lol anyway, there trialling this shit for the store... 3 people in there at all times. one person running round doing all the work (aka me) and the other two doing all the orders that come into the machine and work the machine itself... not so hard lolwell ive got a shit load of work to get done for tafe. and i aint even started yet! lol so im gone. take care everyone :P 2月21日 god damn tafe....they really need to work out a better system. i bloody dragged my ass outta bed this morning cause i was so bloody tired. i got ready and left the house at about quarter past nine. just to get there for a 12 o'clock start.... anyway. i get up to the bus stop and im wating for the bus and just as it drives around the courner i get a msg from them saying "legal class is cancelled 12-3:30.. blah blah blah" FUCKING HELL!!!!!! all that for nothing. but now im at home, cracking the shits over it and writing an entry in here instead lol. im not going in for the last class. they can get fruited over that. no was am i traveling 2 1/2 hrs just for a 3 hr class. lol nah ahhh no friggen way. grrrr im so ANGRY!
anyway, i have to get some work done for tafe today. start my legan notes, do some homework... get some newspaper articles. omgosh so much stuff to do. ohhh and ive gotta clean the house AGAIN cause its a bloody pig sty lol :( i hate mess... except for in my room of course ;) (it aint mess... its organised mess lol)
omgosh YAY!!!! were getting FOXTEL installed again today!!! YAY!!! *dances cause im so very happy* finally i can kick back and watch channel v as much as i like again! YAY!!!! ive been so lost without it. i miss channel v :(
ohh something else happened too.. some random sent me a msg to come out for their 21st birthday and i have no idea who they are! lol really... they said that i know them from tafe and that shes best friends with my friend zoe... and that she knows brooke too. i honestly have no fucking idea who she is! even with all the clues shes given me i have no fucking idea! omgsoh i fell sooo bad about it! lol :( ill figure it out though... ill get to the bottom of it quick smart.
I GOT MY BOX! I GOT MY BOX! I GOT MY BOX!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
im going cause ive blabbed on way to much now ;) loves you all *mwa* 2月18日 it toooooo hot!omgosh, the air conditioning is still broken in one half of big w :( and worst of all was that the register that i had to work on today was in that half of the store *cries* i literally died it was so hot. our suporvisior wendy went and got us one of those industrial fans lol it was wicked. just about blew us away. ohh by us i mean laura and i. we ended up on registers next to each other so that was grrreeeeaaaaaattttt!!!!! hehe laura was the one that trained me in the beginning. anyway, it was friggen hot for the whole shift, despite having the fan on us. at least we got free bottles of water!!! hahahaaa.... yay! free water! lol
man its like 37 degrees outside still and its almost 5:30 *melts* what kind of shit weather is this?!? we better have some thunderstorms soon so that it cools down (even though im scared shitless of them, id rather it be cool and have to put up with a night full of storms). this weather is murder. i wouldnt be surprised if there are lots of people put into hospital because of the heat. i feel so sorry for those poor buggers :(
mmmm i just ate a zooper dooper icy pole. it was purple lol and tasted really odd.... *dies from laughing* but i mean tasted odd in a good way haha... like purple nerds lol i love those things.
well i honestly have no idea what else to talk about so im off. take care everyone xo 2月17日 dear toniealright i get it. i pissed you off. far enough. but i dont want you to fucking risk going to jail for a stupid bitch like that. i hate the fact that shes put your mum down. i hate the fact that she could drop that fucking low and say anything like that at all. but you have to see things from my point of view. i know that you had to grow up and look after yourself and that it was hard and you had to be on your feet watching your back all the time. but things are different now. im here to look after you.
it seems that you need to solve all your problems like this with violence. you know i hate it. its just the way i was brought up. i was told under no circumstance shoud you hit anyone. there is no point dropping to their low life form of fighting cause we are better than them. no matter how much they aggravate you or whatever. there are better ways to solve fucking problems like this instead of fighting.
that stupid girl can go jump. she has nothing to do with me or you. and i dont want you to fight with her. i dont want you to go anywhere near her. she is not worth it. i dont want you to risk us on this... this.... fucking girl!
i dont want you to have to fight anymore. you are so much better than that. i know you know that you are. but i just dont know how to make you believe it. i hate talking about this cause we always end up fighting and i hate fighting with you. why cant for once we just sit down and talk about it in a civil way instead of always ending up in a fight? i fucking hate it and it makes me so upset.
i like you so very much. you mean the absolute world to me and im not going to let you go. expecially over something as trivial as this.... you just gotta work out your stuff ok. 2月16日 more boring stuff to read lolwell, that week of tafe was just a waste of time. i recon there were about... 3 subjects that are going to be of any real use to me and the rest of them are just common knowledge stuff that they have to teach you. its rediculous and i dont know why im doing it anymore. i think brooke was right in saying we should just do a business course instead of doing this one. ohh well, ill stick it out for the year and get my advanced diploma in hospitality management and then ill transfer over to another course that i want to do..... i recon i should start looking for jobs in like a bakery or somewhere like that. cause i wanna do patissery hopefully next year. it might even be better if i get an apprentaship in it. hmm... ill have to look into i think. cause if thats the case then i wanna find somewhere now that would be willing to take me on at the end of the year. far out this makes my head spin.
my grandma and grandpa are suppost to be here at 9:30 so that my grandpa can put another door in for our back door... long story short the door is fucked. anyway, its almost 10 and they arent here yet :( i could have slept in. its so not fair! im so sleeping in tomorrow and no one is going to stop me.... ill be dead asleep in bed till 12 lol and i swear to gosh is anyone tries to wake me they will die.
i cant believe i have to work today :( i thought i had today off and then worked next friday. ohh well shit happens i suppose. but megan (the supervisor) is gonna start to teach me some things on how to return items to the store. thats just one step closer to being a supervisor there. not that thats a dream job but i wanna be able to experiance that so i know what it kinda is like in the hospitality industry. so ill be just one step closer to it lol plus i cant help but learn new things..... i get bored very very eaisly if i have to do the same thing over and over again *blushes* lol my bad i know.
well i know ive written to much when i get a bar at the side of the box that we have to write in and i always stop when that happens lol i dont wanna bore you guys too much ;P so i shall catch you all very very soon. take care xo 2月13日 tafehmmm.. im in class bored lol we get to use the computers so i guess i can put them to good use huh? anyway, we had legal yesterday morning. what a load of shit lol she expected us to know everything already! i was so lost the whole time she was talking lol at least mum said she knows about it so she can help me! i might have to get her to do all my homework for it!!!! YAY!!!! hahaha... nah i wont do that.
the teacher is writing some stuff on the board.. wonder if i should write it down too?? hmmm i really cant be bothered but i recon i should. hmmm..... ill do it in a second.
well, some random started talking to me on the train today. omg he was scaring the absolute shit outta me!!! talking all this random crap. im so glad that tonie came to my savour! lol thank you so much baby you saved me for that short amount of time that you were able to call. first he asked me what footy team i went for so i said essendon. then he said i like asking girls out.. did you wanna go out sometime? so i was nah mate i have a boyfriend. then tried to ignore him. but he started asking about him! omg did i have some fun! lol i just basically agreed with everything he said cause i couldnt be bothered telling him straight... cause those sort just cant listen. so in the end, me and tonie ended up owning our own house and living together... being engaged... and apparently were having a baby soon. congrats tonie you got me pregnant lol
 haha so then i sent a msg to tonie cause i was freaking out and thank fucking god he rang me! omg... then after we got off the phone he started having a go at me that james hird was the captain of essendon last yr grrr... it was david hille and im not dumb!!! GRRRR.....enough of him. ive gotta go cause the teacher is teaching stuff. see ya guys xo |
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